It’s been a long while since we’ve spoken and alot has changed as I’m sure you can imagine, got kinda tired of not being able to say how I truly felt so I quit writing , but I’ve since left the girl who put me through the most drama of my life, and moved back in with an ex. The same cycle, love’em and leave’em. Leave one chick and move right on to the next, never however giving myself the chance get over what I’ve known for in this instance the 365 plus days.
After I broke up with my ex, we still lived together for what became 3 months because she had no where to go, over that time I got over what originally caused our demise and things got better, but closer to the time for her to move out things got really rough because of the ways we both coped. But we still fit so well together, like the perfect piece to the puzzle. I was and am still in love with her. I miss her day in and day out, but I’m starting to realize that that’s natural. Each day it’s gets a bit easier, the new woman In my life who has never left, or betrayed me, after all I’ve put her through, changed her life drastically, and she still hasn’t left me, and always supportive. So now she’s back and things are going well.
This is a big change for both of us and we’re working together, doing our best to not get overwhelmed by it and take it in day by day. She’s so sexy, selfless , organized, determined, loving, understanding, etc; getting used to her and not expecting her to be someone else is getting easier as well. I guess in starting to realize you never really get over someone you love, and I learned after our break up that things that caused our break up all came from a hater that didn’t want us together because she didn’t think I was good for her, so she sabotaged it.
This next few months I’ll be keeping up to date with how my life is going, my sappy sensitive shit, than my manly I wanna fuck the shit outta this random bitch. But until the next time, be blessed.
SN: I may pick up my project day365
Filed under: VENTING
