Makings of a Man

Excited

tyrell31558 — Thu, 20 Oct 2011 04:08:47 +0000

So my podcast is my baby…and it’s coming back…please check it out. Tha Underground with TY

Periodically

tyrell31558 — Tue, 15 Mar 2011 02:43:11 +0000

What’s cracking, once again I’m not the busiest blogger but I will occasionally. My life is still dramatic, but that doesn’t bother me as much as the fact that I still so far away from my destiny once again. Well for awhile I was balancing I guess what you call two relationships and they both knew about, and to add fuel to the fire they communicated which made things that much more stupid. But stupidity I asked for because i put myself In the situation. But recently 1/2 of that situation is gone and when people get upset they get stupid, true colors show, colors I knew was their, but didn’t care for my own selfish reasons. But I believe everything happens for a reason, so hopefully this is for the best, and I pray my feelings will change as well. But each day it will get better, I just pray happiness and eventual success comes with it. Til next time

Catch up

tyrell31558 — Tue, 14 Sep 2010 02:58:11 +0000

It’s been a long while since we’ve spoken and alot has changed as I’m sure you can imagine, got kinda tired of not being able to say how I truly felt so I quit writing , but I’ve since left the girl who put me through the most drama of my life, and moved back in with an ex. The same cycle, love’em and leave’em. Leave one chick and move right on to the next, never however giving myself the chance get over what I’ve known for in this instance the 365 plus days.

After I broke up with my ex, we still lived together for what became 3 months because she had no where to go, over that time I got over what originally caused our demise and things got better, but closer to the time for her to move out things got really rough because of the ways we both coped. But we still fit so well together, like the perfect piece to the puzzle. I was and am still in love with her. I miss her day in and day out, but I’m starting to realize that that’s natural. Each day it’s gets a bit easier, the new woman In my life who has never left, or betrayed me, after all I’ve put her through, changed her life drastically, and she still hasn’t left me, and always supportive. So now she’s back and things are going well.
This is a big change for both of us and we’re working together, doing our best to not get overwhelmed by it and take it in day by day. She’s so sexy, selfless , organized, determined, loving, understanding, etc; getting used to her and not expecting her to be someone else is getting easier as well. I guess in starting to realize you never really get over someone you love, and I learned after our break up that things that caused our break up all came from a hater that didn’t want us together because she didn’t think I was good for her, so she sabotaged it.
This next few months I’ll be keeping up to date with how my life is going, my sappy sensitive shit, than my manly I wanna fuck the shit outta this random bitch. But until the next time, be blessed.

SN: I may pick up my project day365

Project365: Day26

tyrell31558 — Sun, 23 May 2010 15:24:30 +0000

She is just too grown..where does she get that from..laid back watching nick jr

yay!

tyrell31558 — Tue, 18 May 2010 23:35:31 +0000

change…change is hard at times..but necessary. You get so used to a situation..that to have it abruptly change takes a sec to reprogram yourself. but the stress now is gone..I will soon be in MY own spot..with no roommate, Til im ready to make the move i’ve been waiting for, the move into my destiny. So excited! Im less stressed…paranoia gone, just happy i finally picked up the guts to do it. its hard to fire somebody persay based on hear say. but it was working my nerves…and i finally decided that id rather leave not really knowing, than to stay and find out it was true ya know. had to pick the lesser of two evils. But my heart had left the situation a long time ago. Its ready to move forward..and move forward strong. My destiny is waiting for me..and im ready to claim her. God is good to me..i dont know why i had to go through what i went through..all turned out so bad..but Lord knows i pray it works out for my good. Im so ready for my destiny..but i pray she’s ready for me.

Project365: Day25

tyrell31558 — Wed, 12 May 2010 22:39:55 +0000

Breakfast of champions on the go. Hot banana nut brand muffins, with butter for flavor and a big bottle of water.

Feels like…

tyrell31558 — Mon, 10 May 2010 12:39:00 +0000

I feel like I’m allowing time to take me further and further away from my destiny, causing more and more pain. And it’s just a matter of time before I miss what’s rightfully mine. I clearly need to claim what’s mine, but now all I can muster are simple glimpse of my future for fear my future may not be what I long for it to be the time I let get between us..I clearly need to do better, before there aren’t enough tears in the world that can wash away my pain as I have to live with losing my destiny snd knowing it was my fault. What’s my next move…..

Project365: Day24

tyrell31558 — Sun, 09 May 2010 15:31:12 +0000

I don’t get to go out and do anything much, so yesterday I went out…wow right! I went to red lobster and destroyed my cheddar biscuits..and I even got a drink drink. Every since that cruise episode of Martin a decade and so ago I’ve always wanted to try a Bahama mama. So I got that and a shrimp festival combo if three. Lobster and crab stuffed shrmip. Pecan ( ) crusted shrimp, and shrimp scampi. Yummy! Than I went ti the movies and saw 2 movies…..iron man 2 and nightmare on elm street. There will be a part 2 to prayerfully both of those fiy ass movies. Here are sone pics for my project 365

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tyrell31558 — Sat, 08 May 2010 01:06:45 +0000

First off let me start out by saying with my photo blog..i just dont have anything to capture right now..but when i do, i wont skip numbers..i promise. Each day will be legit.

Now this is just a random post..but i dont know what to do..or really what im waiting on. Maybe im waiting on a sign that i’ve already recieved and virtually ignored. I dont know..but what i do know is im wasting time and im ready for change. Im not getting any younger am I? i dont think so…and time waits for no man..and i refuse to live my life with regrets. I refuse to be anybodies I told ya so. but at this rate…im awake at night afraid i may miss my destiny again for my own “plan” or lack there of. I wanna be there, living that life, doing the things i should be doing..moving closer and closer to greatness, happy, because ive got my destiny, and destiny has me, that would truely make me happy. but the hard part is trying to figure out how to get to my destiny without getting lost again…continuing the same broken cycle. wrong turns…constant impulse decisions. etc; Jesus PLEASE TELL ME WHAT TO DO>>>I CANT SEE IT FOR MYSELF>>SHOW ME JESUS!!

God grant….

tyrell31558 — Mon, 03 May 2010 00:55:34 +0000

God grant me the ability to truely be everything she wants and needs Amen